как правильно перевести песню radiohead "creаp"

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(особенно значение слова weirdo)

But I 'm a creep,
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
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полный текст:

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
*
But I 'm a creep,
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
*
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
*
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am
I doing here?

I don't belong here
I don't belong here.